Back From Germany

Yesterday, Germany. Whole day of discussions with Mr. G. It’s a fantastic feeling to be needed, cherished and respected

First time to reside in the V Hotel. Nice designer hotel, clean, comfortable. Watched Netflix after the dinner and went to bed lulling myself to sleep on the sound of rain

Christmas dinner nice and cosy, my first dinner on o% alcohol. Klausthaler rocks, my mood was even better than under the usual slurr of alcohol

Unfortunately have smoked again, but today, won’t smoke anymore
Can imagine myself living in my grandmothers house, secluded life, meditating and programming. Maybe 2018 will bring this if matters degradate further. I'm so sick of fights

Main points 

-50 CHF in trading
-No fighting
-Meditate 10 minutes

It became clear to me, that alc is preventing me from reaching my full potential. Same for cigs. Both together make me sloppy, and not wanting to exercise anymore.
I made the 2018 resolutions: http://secondlifeco.blogspot.ch/p/goals-2018.html
For now they are eight, there must be 2 more that I have to think about
AS I consider 2018 to be the first year of my second part of life, I will take the stance of being a baby, growing up the second time. All vices and clogged life an weaknesses mus be left out, I want to live a much simpler life, not to obess about money and complicated things. Keeping these resolutions will take me to a totally different level of energy, health, and independence. These goals are for my eyes only and I won't communicate them to anyone.
The most challenging is the trading one. Discipline is the key to mastery, I like the guys for AA, I will live one day at a time and be humble, not greedy.
Positions will be kept small, and closed as quickly as possible. Once the goal reached, I will just rest and wait for the next month
I'm convinced I can be successfull only if all of these goals are kept. No success in trading is weak on alcohol, cigarettes and exercise. Focus and discipline is key, and this should bethe motto for the rest of my life